Hugs Ren. I was monitored with Hamish closely as I was measuring 3-4 weeks ahead with him and due to me having a c-sect with Bella. I took the scans .. I got to see my bub and make sure he was ok. They told me he was big. At first it really effected me and my mind set then I just let go of it and just focused on getting to my due date. I had a very pro vbac ob and MW and with their help I had my vbac at 41+6... and Hamish was 9 pd 1.
Don't let it get to you. You know you can do this and you will do this! You have let the negativity out so now it's time to focus on birthing your beautiful bub!
Oh and Hamish was posterior again as well...
Good luck xo